Procrastination

I'll Do It Tomorrow...How many times have you said that??... how many times have I said it??  way too many to count.  I love the way that I am not sooo obsessive that I Have to do that right now but I hate the fact that tomorrow never comes...  I have decided that all this procrastination HAS to come to an end.. Starting tomorrow.... I know I know ... tomorrow ... but it is 1:33 am and today is pretty much shot ... but hey I managed to sit myself down long enough to write this blog for today.. So tomorrow starts my uphill battle ... which I swear will become less of a battle ... I did climb the sister hill today which is just as long but not as steep ... so it doesn't count... I am thinking of doing a detox cleanse type of thing to rid my body of all the toxins I have fed it in the past while and to start fresh and feeling fine... I feel like this will help my body accept the initial shock of me pounding the crap out of it on the exercise machines and hills... I am going to keep this blog up this time cause I have a new little birdy that will remind me daily and will help motivate me on my journey ... which will be by far the hardest and most exhilarating experience of my life... I have never wanted to be thin ... I don't believe I ever will be ... I think it would look weird on me ... I have a body that is not built for thiness I just want to be physically able to do the things I want to do ... Like Climb Mountains and run marathons .... high ambitions but its something I want to do .... I am going to start training for a marathon soon ... I am not too sure what marathon it will be but I hope it to be a run for the cure or something along those lines... I think I need the motivation of small goals to work towards ... although I am going to be proud of every lb lost .. I look more forward to the physical change and the ability to feel absolutly proud and delighted that I did that ... so my new life... it starts tomorrow!!